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HAHHA today was funzor! :D

First swimming lesson! :D the non-swimmers (thats me inclusive!) got to watch the swimmers in their swimming costumes hahahah :D

saw the guys in their half naked glory (omgggggg thats from a passage from some book i read i swear), and the girls hee hee :D

then Tennis Woman made us go gym hahaha! we played ard with the weights and standing broad jump :D was quite fun; i also assembled the bean which holeonyoon kindly bought for me (and now he wants me to pay him back) :D Thankyou, YOU! :D

Funnnnn stuff along the day. Usual crappingzor with tanlisyn phua regina corina meiting and gangzor. Funny stuff with mothi jinlong and the other guys :D More chasing holeonyoon around and smacking him hard! WHAHAHA. more koping stuff from leon and mark, and then going, IS THIS YOURS :D

More random funnae stuff with my cls along the way :D srsly, when you're with awesome company, even the most mundane lessons seem fun :D you anticipate sch, and lectures and tutorials, cus u know every session is time spent with ur loved ones :D 6V I LOVE YOU! :D This is like something the J1s would be doing now, proclaiming their love for their newly found cls. But after one whole yr, I'm still feeling the same way I did one yr ago when we first came tgt as a cls, no thats not right, now I feel even MORE :D

6V WOOSH.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Then had Parents' Day stuff to do: USHERING! :D Saikang duty for fac comm but it was v v v v v v fun :D had alot of fun helping parents here and there (hahahaa i was attending to timothy iype's mum who's rly rly nice). then had dinner and then _____ my skirt WTH!

Thankyou SIYU AND VAL for the loveeeeeeeeeeeee. ai ni men.

Then lagged ard abit more, SAW TANLISYN's mum, brought her to clsrm to meet Ms Chen :D had a nicenice talk with Ms Chen too ((((: she's rly nice, my RV senior :D

Argh gotta pia H3 hw now D:

jiayouuu everyone, i love you! :D

These past few days have been WOOSH (:

Tiring but very very meaningful (:

The juniors are fantastic 09S7G <3333333333333333

APOLLO's the most groovy, awesome faculty honestly (: (DOUBLE WINS, rly proud of 7G)

Best of all, there's 6V who's got my back, the 26(okay 25 excluding me haha) lovely people who are always there for me, the people I totally feel myself with, the people I can be mad around with, the people who understand me, fill my life with unbridled love and joy, the people I love ((((:

I'm trying to catch up with hw every single day :X and sleeping v v late, like 230am on an average for the past dunno how many days :X I know this isn't good and I'll eventually die, but I can't help it ayee :X

anyw swimming lessons this fri HAHAHA why do you all not like swimming HAHA its srsly the only ONE sport i can safely own you all cus I have the greatest buoyancy ((((:

yayyyyyyyyy i love everyone ((((((:

S7G! :D I'm reallllllly proud of you guys (((: alfred too. (:

pictures! (:

BEAUTIFUL (:

Jiayou guys, keep the enthusiasm burning((((:

Good Job faccom ((((: APOLLO, WOOSH (:

Is this your way of being there for me?

Your way of cheering me on?

MFDP today was :D:D:D I think everyone's making great improvement, and the Dance I/Cs are rly trying their best to help clean up our steps etc (: APOLLO FTW <3

Next week will be rly busy ((: jiayou everyonezor. (:

I'm so tired, really drained.

hands and arms are sore, and my eyelids are drooping.

turn to the right, chem tut, undone. turn to the left, math vectors tut, undone.

help. ):

goes check smb. they left out badrecre's booth, puts us tgt with competitive team in the hall.

pissed.

thinks abt golf :/ how i screwed up trg today. like sheet.

visits regina's blog.

I agree. SAD and MAD. sad that we aren't J1s anymore (but hey, everyone has their time), and not mad, more of envious.

saw the P.S.: class blog is turning into some boring sheet. :X

ya i agree. last 3 posts posted by me. im the most boring blogger you can find, honestly. now dom's cam's down, and my cam is whisked off overseas by my dad, not many pics for our class alr. i'll take as much as i can.

argh i dont rly know what im doing. ive lost all direction.

my head's pounding and i need slp. i think of how terrible and sian lessons are going to be tmr. i think of the fact i dont have rv juniors, when all my nanyang/highsch friends are all happily, ooh my jnr, my jnr!

i think of how i miss rv, how ive gotta go back and visit my SCs and Guides soon.

i think of my dog. how i forgot to brush him. how i brushed him aside when he came to snuggle up agt me just now. ohgod what kind of a monster have i become.

amidst all this, those closest to me are prob chionging tutorials, or maybe, revising for blocks.

i dont want to think tt la, but its prob true.

and then i think, where has the diligent hardworking jiamin gone. the jiamin who did her tuts on time, and was usually ahead.

in a quiet, quiet corner.

i need to find myself.

cus no matter what, i'm still alone at the end of the day.

sidenote: jiayou all hc SCs for orientation mm (: